My brother is a Grade-A asshole-it's not like I WANT him chauffering me around town...jeez...
I went out tonight, and though I did get what I came for, I was surrounded by STRANGERS.
One person I did see, whom I thought I was on friendly terms with, COMPLETELY IGNORED ME. HE KNEW I WAS SITTING THERE! Get over it, already, You giant flaming fruit loop! I have. Oh, what, you're too good to talk to me now?
If I see ONE MORE wedding announcement/engagment ring photo, I am going to SHOOT MY BRAINS OUT.
I AM SO TOTALLY FIGURATIVELY AND LITERALLY ALONE!!!!!!
Yeah, yeah, I know: "You're not alone, God is always with you..." BLAH-FRICKIN'-BLAH-BLAH! SPARE ME THE SPIRITUAL BS. SCREW IT. I am NOT in the mood!
I'm ALWAYS alone. I'll ALWAYS be alone. Everyone I would call and cry to is asleep-see? I told you...A-LONE!
Oh, did I mention I have PMS BIG-TIME?
I think that's all.
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. I'd say sweet dreams, but the only dreams I'll be having involve chain saws and various body parts. I'll even be alone in my dreams after I implement the chain saw.
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I know part of this is the PMS talking. And I know you know that too. Everything is always more extreme when you are in that moment. BUT, that being said, I am not trying to be patronizing. What you are feeling is very real. And while yes, God is always there, sometimes you just need somebody with skin on...
I wish I had the answers for you. I wish I had the words to make you feel better. I've been in your shoes. I know how it feels. Please know that I am thinking of you and praying for you, that you will find what you need, that God will give you what you need.